Well, I haven't posted since last Tuesday, and I pray I haven't lost my hype. I switched to full time and work and was busy studying for my last final ever! It's pretty wild, I never thought I would finish, but here I am. Just need to wait for that diploma in the mail.. which supposedly comes in March. Cool.. sense the sarcasm.
I'm loving working full time because I love being on a set schedule. I love constancy and organization. Everyday after work, either I go to Ashley's for dinner and the gym in her complex, or I go home and go to my gym. I've been slacking big time. Back in October I was so focused on working out that nothing could get in my way. This slowly faded as I had to write and develop my 40 page screenplay. I haven't eaten badly, but I slip up here and there through out the day. Today I ate so well, then I ate some Reese's, and then I ate a pastry, but other than that I've been a good girl, and I'm going to the gym after I post this.
The holidays make it impossible to not eat junk, I try to taste everything, and eat nothing. I want to still enjoy it without hating myself later. It's always the candy that gets me because, honestly, I HATE chocolate, except Reese's Christmas trees. Only candy I eat, and it only happens once a year. I've had ex boyfriends get me chocolate and I act excited, but I throw it out or give it away I can't stand it. Get me a bag of pretzels and some laughing cow cheese and I'm good. I guess that's why I never have an issue when it's that time of the month, I could care less.
Anyway, I need to get back to the place I was in back in October, physically, emotionally, and romantically. BAH HUMBUG! Yes, that just happened. I know things will swing back into shape, but I am incredibly impatient, and I get annoyed easily. This place in my life is wild right now. Christmas is almost here, I have a full time job, finishing my school, and wondering what to do with my career. I have so many opportunities at my feet, I couldn't tell you where it is I want to go. I just need to take it one day at a time, and right now I am just pumped for Christmas. I was a good girl all year, and I'm sure Santa won't disappoint!
Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas!
Ask, Believe, Receive,
Julie Catherine
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